Feelings are everywhere right now

NITA😆😋#Happily Married 😘😍
Been trying for 5,years,got cyst,a sludge in right tube,and a titled uterus,I'm hoping the fertility specialist can help me,and having a lot of symptoms before af,but every month bfn,I just feel like giving up all together,plus paying to see specialist,I'm overwhelmed!!