Just a nervous, 19 year old mom to be...

Hello Ladies!

Today I am 22 and a half weeks, and I'm going through every option that could happen or not happen during labor and delivery. I've been ridiculed for breastfeeding (dumb, I know) because my boons are full and I'd lose them .. lol why do people care ? Anyways the point is, that I've been talked down by the elders in my life for the choices I want to make giving birth to my son. I would like to have him naturally without medicine, but for that I'm regretting the backlash. Please, tell me your stories and advice. Is it that impossible ?