39 weeks 2 days/ feeling discouraged

Belinda • 25. Arrow's mom👶🏼. Attachment Parent. Liberal. BREASTFED IS BEST FED// full of sarcasm & idioms 💕
Okay, I'm a first time mom and my due date is in 5 days! I went to the ob and I am not dilated or thinned at all! It's not even that I'm majorly uncomfortable I just want to see my baby boy!! My birthday is the 31st of this month and I am dreading having the baby on my birthday! And other mamas out there dilate or thin really late?? He's also expected to be on the bigger side so I'm terrifed about having a episiotomy! I also haven't had any contractions!
The doctor didn't mention anything about inducing me either!!