My boyfriend is on deployment and i am so terribly lonely. I'm also military but have no friends here.

I'm from Kansas was born and raised somewhere between Kansas Oklahoma and Colorado and now I'm in the military. I find it hard to make friends cause no one else understands me. Just a country girl suck in a big ol' city and hate my life. I'm finding it hard just to go day to day. I found someone i love but currently he is away on deployment. I have hardly any contact and its killing me.