To be pregnant or not to be...that is the question 😳

Welp, here I am at 9dpo and decided to test with a cheapie HCG stick and it was a BFN somehow I thought it would be my BFP seeing that I got a positive at 8dpo with my first child. I'm really starting to think that I am not preggo at all or maybe perhaps I ovulated late...truth be told I am really not feeling ANY symptoms other than tiredness and being emotional...period is due 7/21 and there will be absolutely no more testing for me I am done...now I will wait it out because I can't deal with getting my hopes up just to get my heart broken all over again.