DH and I started TTC this week! After 9 years of marriage and turning 30 this year, I'm "ready". But I also am realizing I'm super nervous that I actually WILL get a BFP on a test! ...and I'm also nervous to get a negative, weird huh? Can anyone share their feelings around this? So many women around me are in the "I AM NOT NERVOUS AT ALL, JUST SUPER EXCITED AND DESPERATELY WANT A BABY!" camp, and that's not me. Am I alone here? Is it normal to be TTC and still kind of like "eek yikes, a baby!"