Im a terrible mother ..

Im a terrible mom in my dreams , last night I had a dream that I was in high school again and I did a huge line of cocaine while pregnant, I couldnt believe what I had done I was so scared for my baby and scared because they would take it away from me, then I woke up and I was like oh thank God I knew I would never actually do that, baby is okay , what a relief! These pregnancy dreams are a roller coaster