Hi. I'm 16 years old and I am falling in love with someone that I don't think I'll ever be able to call my own. His name is Matt. He and I met through my ex. A lot of times when my ex and I would hang out, Matt would tag along.i didn't mind, but I know my ex did he and Matt are best friends. One day I was hanging out with Matt at his house with our other friend Nick. We were all just chillin in the jacuzzi. My phone was on the table and it kept going off and it got on my nerves, I finally went to see who it was and it was my ex who was my boyfriend at the time. He was freaking out because I was with 2 guys. We started fighting and I broke up with him. I hadn't told Matt but Nick found out. I snuck out that night to clear my head. Matt found me. I told him what happened and he kissed me. But later on we decided to keep things between us, at least for now. For the past 2 weeks we've been sneaking around to see each other, it's easy because he lives right down the street. Our friend was murdered and when I found out, I was a mess. I normally don't cry in front of people, but I cried in front of Matt. He just held me. Earlier today, he came over to go swimming in my pool and he hugged me and whispered "i don't ever want to let you go." I responded "then don't." He ended up leaving about an hour later because his mom wanted him home. Something happened since then and he won't really talk to me right now.. I'm really worried about him and don't know what to do. I guess I don't really have a question or anything. I just needed a place where I can vent and feel safe about what I say. I'm worried that I said or did something wrong and that's why he's pushing me away.