😔😔😔 Rant

I'm at my wits end. I'm done TTC.! I hate feeling like I'm a broken machine of some sort.! Please tell me I'm not the only one that feels this way. I've seen almost all of my friends pregnant & they've started asking 'when are you gunna have one.?' I wish I could say the truth which is that my eggs aren't dropping...but instead I say 'when God decides' Nobody (that isn't TTC) will know the pain and jealousy we feel when we see a baby announcement or an 'I'm pregnant' post.! I need some hope where there is none.! I'm broken.! I seriously am.! 😓😓😓😓😓