Hi im 20 yrs old . Married to love of my life. 3 years together & 4 months married . Im sad today because we tried so hard this month Ttc. Both test came negative. Usually I would feel period symptoms 1 week ahead but my period isn't due till tomorrow so today while working I got my period with no symptoms as I remind you and came as a shock with sadness. But there's always been one doubt in my head since I've been with my husband because out of the three years having sex with him not one time I slipped up pregnant when I believe there could have been a chance also I had news that his older brother back home cannot make babies with his wife because of his sperm, so it just makes me wonder. :(

I don't want to say that my husband will be the same way cannot make babies either but I'm really having really negative doubts but we're going to hope for the

best and keep trying. And to all the other woman out there who's been trying months & years I wish you all the best as well. God bless us all with miracles.