Pcos?? Do you have it how long have you been ttc

Well I was extremely hopeful that this month was my month! Its been 3 months since my last period. I was having all of the "symptoms" sore boobs night sickness NO PERIOD uncomfortable with any pressure on my stomach filling up on food quickly. Cravings. I go to the doctor today in hopes of FINALLY having my bfp. Hahaha how wrong I was. Not pregnant 😭 putting me on pernoma to make me start my period ultrasound and I have a high chance of having pcos. So I guess with all of this its God way of saying children aren't for me? I'm just so heartbroken.