Put of wanting more children for life!

This pregnancy has been the worst possible, totally rotten! I've had multiplie scares with doctores not being able to find the baby, I've had morning sickness constantly not been able to keep anything down I feel so crap nothing I do makes me feel any better, I'm struggling to work and to even get out of bed in the mornings. Only 7 weeks pregnant, and still have 7 more months to go!! This baby has well and truley put me of wanting more children! :(