Vent and thoughts

Okay so I know I will get bashed for this but here it goes.... I left my husband in may for the fact he abused me and cheated on me and I have 2 beautiful baby boys from him and was pregnant with my 3rd I lost that baby due to stress with my husband cheating on me and my sister laying on her death bed because of brain cancer he wouldn't let me see her very often so when I got the call on december 31st that she wouldn't last past midnight I tried to come see her he wouldn't let me he took my keys and than finally decided to let me go I was to late in April he broke my nose and I pressed charges he still wouldn't let me leave so finally he went to work I got my shit and left I ran into a long lost friend that I hadn't seen since my sister funeral and we started hanging out well I ended up talking to his brother and we have been together since and well now my period is late and I'm still legally married...