I give up.... 😟😔😘

I am 43 I've been married for 18y6mths. I have a 22 yr old son and I feel my time to conceive has past. I usually don't post and I rarely comment but I today I have decided to share my feelings.  I have been to specialist had tests and treatments short of IFT and AI. My husband is 46 and every month I look at my tracker and I try not to stress and I have lots of sex sometimes more than others but I feel so disappointed each month at the start of my cycle. I just don't think I can hope anymore. your stories have been inspiring and heartwarming however I feel it is time to say goodbye. It's been groovy Glow family but I'll be going now. Take care good luck and may God bless each of your lives with little miracles.