It's just hitting me

My due date is around the corner. Me and my husband live in New York while all our family lives in Texas. My husband has been stationed here for over two years but me and my daughter just moved up, when I give birth there's nobody I know that I can leave my daughter too, although I've gone thru the delivery process, being alone in there this second time around is scarring me 😓 also since I just moved up I haven't seen a doctor in over a month and I'm 34weeks pregnant, I have all sorts of cramps on my lower stomach & on my actual vagina, then sometimes I feel I might be leaking water. it hurts to even get up from bed sometimes. I never experienced this with my first, is it normal ?