My vent, I do not understand guys, my boyfriend some days, or why I just can't let go. I don't understand or always find their jokes funny. Actually, I often find them insulting, or hurtful, or picks at insecurities and I just don't see how something serious and hurtful can be happy. "Because its true" that doesn't make sense! And I get told I'm too serious.. I don't know how to take that. Or what to do about it I guess..

And I can find myself absolutely hating myself for being so sensitive or insecure or not being able to let go of the past and just shit. Some guys have seriously sucked and they can shrug it off and get over it like nothing and then were here taking all the damage like a tank being shot at us. So unfair..

Anyway. Just feel free to vent whatever is bothering you because sometimes you just need to let it out.