My emotions are so so so so so mixed right now. I can't even sleep and school starts Wednesday. My problem is, I had a massive crush on this boy, like I couldn't stop thinking about him, and I could tell he can't, either. Because of an argument we had last year, my dad told me to stay away from him in school. But my mom supports me and teases me about it a lot, I can't stop smiling when I hear his name though.

When we forgave each other, he broke up with his girlfriend and told his friends about how we were fighting. His friend asked me why I said he didnt have balls. What I meant was, he was accusing me of something I didn't do, and I was like, boy you don't have the balls to tell me why you're doing this.

I mean, I know I should forget him...But it just hurts to know I'll have to see him. I've been getting rid of acne as much as possible, hoping that he won't tease me about it, even though he never has. I want to write him a letter. I hope he'll notice and care. I just, really like him.

If I wrote a letter,, what should I say?