Never gonna give it up
Today (while on vacation), my BF and I were watching Castle reruns and in one episode, it's about a girl who was given up for adoption and her "brother in law" being a jerk. Any who. I thought I said in my head but I said it outloud apparently. "I promise not to give you up". And he said, "only if it's to give it a better life". I looked at him, and he's dead serious. We argued a bit and I just started squalling. He left the hotel room and didn't return for a hour or two.
Yes, my little one is not the best timed pregnancy. I'm still in nursing school (I'll graduate in December) and he's unemployed with no current job prospect (and to be honest, I question whether or not he's looking). I worry about the size of my apartment for when there is a little one and the off chance he decides to move in or stay more often. I'm scared about the job prospects because of having to sit at boards and being due in March, I fear that I won't get hired because I'll have to go on leave pretty soon after.
But I'm gonna make it work. It won't be easy by a long shot, I know. But now I'm scared he's either going to up and leave or there is gonna be some "August Rush" drama.
If he leaves, good riddance. The baby is staying. Regardless of his opinion and decision
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