I don't connect with baby when I'm pregnant. I just can't. I didn't with my first son either. The clothes don't help, the bassinet etc... None of it makes me connect. But today I want to my mother in laws and got our extra car seat for when baby is slightly bigger and tossed it in the back seat, rear facing, on the other side of my one and a half year old, and froze. I'm going to have two little boys. Two little boys in my back seat. Two little boys to cuddle and dress and feed. Two little boys to tend to when sick and plan doctors appointments for. Two little boys to sit in my lap and watch Disney movies with. Two little boys to argue over who gets what color plate... In one moment I saw the next five years of my life. And I seriously can not wait ❤️