Abused and used.

So I recently was texting an old friend (male) and my partner saw it and literally got so angry about it he chocked me and pulled a gun out on me. He doesn't know English and the text were in English so he couldn't see that what we were talking about was not bad at all we were even talking about my partner and how we were doing. But he just saw it was a guy and automatically assumed I had something going on with him. We got into a huge argument and like I said he got really violent with me and even took out his gun and put it to my head saying do I wanna die and I begged him to stop and let me explain but he wouldn't he dragged me out the house and took me to my dads house when we got there my dad was talking to him telling him what the texts said but he didn't wanna hear it he told me to stay there for the night and he took my phone away. That night he constantly was calling me from my dads phone saying for me to tell my truth and tell him I had sex with him which isn't the truth I'm always with my partner when he's not working. Anyways eventually he got over it and forgave me and this morning when he woke up for work he wanted to have sex so we did and he was being so rough about it and he grabbed me by my mouth and said "u were looking for dick huh well here it is" while he was seriously doing it so hard it hurted. I got up and hugged him and told him that I didn't do anything and wasn't looking for anything and he just grabbed me by my hair and made me start doing oral. He's never treated me like this and honestly it hurts me bc I didn't do anything wrong but he won't believe me. 💔