Mixed emotions

Nicole
I'm so confused and numb, after my visit yesterday I was told I had a miscarriage most likely cause I've been bleeding and passing blood clots but she still wanted to check my hcg levels so I went and had more blood work done and called her several times to find out the results only to not hear back from her yesterday. So I finally came to terms I had a miscarriage and was ready to deal with it and move on. Only to get a call a few minutes ago saying my levels went up and I could either be having my period, or was carrying twins and I'm losing one or about to start a miscarriage. I'm pissed off why couldn't she call me yesterday like the doctor said she would. It would of spared me all my emotions and my families emotions. Hearig my dad cry cause he wasn't gonna be a grandfather after all...only too fine out there's  still has a chance. Listening to my boyfriend cry cause he wasn't gonna be a father and now finding out today he still might! I'm so angry and frustrated we have to go through this!! Had to vent sorry...