Don't know how to feel...

Mitasia • Finally, my Rainbow baby made his way to Earth! 💏💑👫👼🏽👼🏽👼🏽👼🏽🦋
So I was so thrilled to be expecting our rainbow baby...but i found out today that this is am ectopic pregnancy...after battling with PCOS and medicated cycles and sooo much energy and effort in "trying to conceive" to have this UNEXPECTEDLY happen the "Old Fashioned Way" we were over the moon and full of thanks....now that's followed with pure disappointment...After tomorrow I will no longer be pregnant..and I am soo sad that this is happening again...two different situations but the same outcome...2 pregnancies and no children...😞😞😞