I'm sorry to hear that. There's always a deeper cause though. Maybe try to dig deep and find it and then work with it. I don't think the world would want to lose a beautiful life like yours.

I've battled with depression my whole life. Sometimes it sleeps for a little bit & I'm given some breathing room. Other times it awakens and is suffocating, but it's always, ALWAYS there. It's my constant companion & I've learned to accept that. This is my cross to bear... everyone has got one. It's the times that are bad that you just HAVE to remind yourself (constantly) that "This to shall pass", and it's the times that are good that you don't take a second of it for granted. Hold on hun, you are NOT alone, and you CAN beat this. Sending you all the positive vibes I absolutely can, as I know EXACTLY what you're going through. People who suffer with depression are stronger than they know... It's not easy living day to day with a disease that many who have never experienced it themselves never fully understand. Give yourself the credit of being an incredibly strong individual because you're a survivor every day! All my best sweetie!

I also suffer with depression the key to feeling less depressed is once you go into that black hole of depression dont sit alone in your room or anywhere else call someone you love and tell them how you feel or hang out with someone and try to find you escape like me mine is music if i listen to it or sing i feel much better

Don't do that please.You can do so much better with your life.Enjoy it no matter how hard it is just tell your self that you can do it.That you are good as anyone else and you can make your self happy in a different way.I know that life can be hard trust me I been true a lot but never give up.I will be praying for you tonight.