I'm tired of thinking positive like oh one day it will happen, I'm tired of just forgetting about it an not stress and just live my life u don't know how many times I've done that that doesn't work because every time I do that my period wants to show her ugly ass face I can't take it no more. It came early today I'm just done on trying I've been trying for sooo long it should of happened by now. I'm tired of wondering if I'm pregnant or not pregnant, I'm tired of all this baby making, I just give up. Let's just say chlamydia or pid fucked me up and that I ruined my chances on becoming a mother I'm angry at myself😔