Ever felt like everything is just passing you by, your beginning to feel more of a failure? Many ppl always give you good and positive feelings to feel towards life but what if that feeling isn't something you feel? Weather it was that job you wanted and you see everyone else getting this job and that job, maybe even a house, a car, or even having a child for that matter, you sit and you think and think how come I try to do what I'm suppose to, grind hard, and pray hard but yet no blessings still seem to show a sign of light, my problem is, once I start feeling like other things other ppl are passing me by, how to I continue to move forward I know I hope and want things more harder than I should but I just don't see how everything's working in my favor and yet I haven't accomplish everything I wanted to do...I'm just tired of waiting, tired of wishing, tired of trynna have hope when there doesn't seem like any, I feel like I'm a let down not just to myself but to god...