Not happy anymore

I left my daddy to be with my boyfriend more, who was my daddy too at one point and he was like "let's not do that stuff anymore" when I told him I let this guy, and it's only been a few days but I can feel little me slowly fading away in the back of my mind. I don't want to color anymore, I used to want to do that ALL the time. I don't want Dino nuggets and Mac and cheese anymore. I don't want to watch Sofia the First anymore, that was my favorite little show. I don't want to cuddle with all my stuffies anymore, it also feels weird now to say "stuffies." And I'm not as happy anymore. I used to be a happy go lucky little. Now I'm sad all the time.