The after effects of abuse

Do you ever wonder what women do or look like after they've been heavily abused for long periods of time?
 
Here is my life. This is the first night I have spent alone. We have a high tech alarms system and a great patrol company.....and I have a chair propped against the door, similar to most of our relationshop, and a shot gun with shells next to my bed. 
 
Ladies, please teach your daughters the warning signs of abuse. I didnt know them until after they had already become a part of my life.