Relationship issues.

It is so hard being a single mom. I never thought this would happen to me as we were in a 6 year relationship and she was planned. Now she's 2 weeks old and he just recently left and I'm doing everything myself. Sometimes I just sit here and cry. (like right now.) My mind wanders and I wonder who he is talking to, I have no vehicle because I let him take the truck so he can go to work, he says he loves me but when I ask him to come back he beats around the bush. My heart is shattered and I'm sad but when I look at her I almost forget about it. Her love is so innocent and pure and simply the greatest thing ever. I just wish he was here to help me, hold me, and love me like he was supposed to be.