I'm so confused

So my boyfriend and I had been dating for 5 months. Mad on our 5 month we didn't really talk but I wanted to talk to him bc he had to go to this place where phones weren't allowed for a week so I knew that I wasn't gonna be able to talk to him but anyways the week passed on and when he got back we didn't really talk and I was confused bc we talked every single day. So I kept asking him what's wrong and he didn't want to tell me so anyways it was like 3 days after he got back and I told him that if he didn't text back that we were breaking up and he said ok.🙄🙄😐so I called him and was like so you want to break up and even tho I said I was gonna break up with him I wasn't gonna actually do it but I get like he didn't care so I thinking if I threatened to break up with him he would be like no bc before we went downhill he would've cried and stuff so I was like yea he's gonna start realizing stuff or whatever but anyways I was its best that we break up then if you don't care and he was like ok again🙄🙄so Ik once he said that I knew that I want I was gonna break up with him bc I was mad and so he ended up telling me that he was gonna regret it and that we're probably broken up temporarily but I want to be together I don't want to be broken up and I really miss him a lot and I don't want to shut him out bc I love him and he told me that ideas trynna focus on school and football and family and he doesn't know if he wants to completely let me go but idk what to do like idk if I should tell him ok I'll wait on you to make up your mind bc I still love him or should I be like I'm not going to wait on you to make up your mad