About 10 months ago me and my husband decided to start trying to conceive. I've gone through a lot of emotions since the start of it all and my husband as been listening to everything. Maybe not as supportive as I'd like but that's alright. The last few months I've realized he seems to not be 'in the mood' my whole fertile week. I try to do different things to make it not just about having a baby.. He just doesn't even want to try. All he wants is blow jobs, which I will give him, just when he's close I'll wipe off my spit (since it's bad for sperm mobility) and by the time I'm done with that he says he can't get there again... I asked him if he actually wants to have a child right now and he swears he does. But when I ask why he won't have sex with me on my fertile week he gets weird and changes the subject.

He will show me videos of kids and point to them when we are out and say how he can't wait to be a dad.. So why isn't he doing everything possible to make that happen? I don't get why he isn't talking to me. If he said he wasn't ready id be okay with that, which I've told him. I'm going crazy... I'm going to ovulate within a day or two and we haven't even had sex once yet. Its another month wasted and it's making me so depressed..