This same month last year, I was exactly 9 weeks pregnant with our first baby when suddenly I collapse on the floor and to only find out at the hospital that they were going to have to terminate my pregnancy because my tube ruptured and I was internally bleeding from an ectopic, I was dying but I was more devastated that I was losing our child. After my surgery I became depressed and this very tragic moment was the one that almost tore my relationship apart but he stuck with me thru everything I put him thru. I was so hurt and mad at everything I couldn't cope and I couldn't bring myself up to take properly care and play with my daughter I hated myself for being that way but everytime I looked at her I'd cry but as time passes by I got better and a couple months later I find out that I'm expecting again I was excited but emotionally unprepared and scared and now I look at Tai and now I understand that everything does happen for a reason and for every reason it may be it was all worth going thru when I look at my rainbow baby today I'm filled with so much love and joy. Happy 6 weeks my rainbow baby mommy, daddy and ate loves you! ❤️