Rant!

Anyone else actually feel an internal rage when their partner does something really stupid? Like tonight my partner didn't do much to turn me on so i actually had to play with myself a little to get wet enough, and then not even a minute after i get on and start riding he says do you want to orgasm or are you happy just to enjoy the sex? Like who asks that? I mean asking that is bad enough because it suddenly made me feel like he didn't want to make me climax, but when i replied I'm always down for an orgasm playfully and then asked why he replied he didn't want it to go to long, and went on to say if i kept riding the way i was it wouldn't. I was turned of in an instant! So i just rode him till he did. Even though he apologised for shuttinge down and I'm "calmly" laying on the other side of the bed while he is now asleep, on the inside I'm raging so bad, i am so pissed off at him! Seriously he insinuated he wanted sex and today was the "other day," we are TTC and heading into fertile phase, so the relax day that sex isn't overly necessary, and yet yesterdays sex meant for getting sperm up there was way better sex then today waaay better, we spent nearly an hour yesterday having so much fun, and today just wow but seriously getting me to work myself up to disappointment pretty much! Fuming!