Pregnancy rant

I'm so ready for her to be here and for me to not be pregnant. I hate when she Rams her head into my ribs. And giving myself insulin twice a day. Having to track my blood sugar. I just want to eat a big bowl of ice cream and cry but I can't cause it'll sky rocket my sugar and put her in danger. I'm just ready to hold her and love her and know that what I eat won't harm her. I try to keep my sugar doe but I'm always hungry and it's so hard to find something filling with little carbs. 😓😞