Angry!!
Never been so mad in my life! I bought one of those 50$ blow up ring pools for the summer to try to keep cool... I'm a FTM and have no kiddos... Just a dog and 2 cats. Well my dog decided said pool was no longer needed and chewed a hole the size of my head in the side of it. It can not be patched and now I'm going to have to just throw it out. SOOOO frustrating!! She was out on a line that doesn't even reach the pool! She had to of been strangling herself to do the damage! 😡
Before the pool issue, I had had words with my husband about how "he works all the time" and he commented about how "ungrateful" I am.... Which I do not think is true! He hasn't done shit the get ready for this baby or help prepare the house and wants a thank you every time he does a load of dishes or cooks dinner... Like wtf?!
On top of that... I'm a teacher and my position was cut this past year so I have been going to interviews 9 months pregnant... I had 3 interviews this week already alone! I'm trying so hard to land a job to help provide for my family. Just feel like I can not get ahead. My house is a disaster... Like beyond mess because of the animals and husband and I have no energy to clean it myself.... So overwhelming.
Just feeing like I'm going to explode... I'm hot, huge pregnant (39+3), insecure, feeling unwanted in my marriage and in the job field.... I want to just disappear into a dark hole and cry because I feel like there's nothing else I can do.... And I know once this baby is here it won't get any easier!
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