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Things are just getting worse with me and my boyfriend 😕 he's not a cheater but it's just that he acts like he doesn't really care about me like today he was mad at me so I'm all kissing his ass showing that I care and calling his phone and he's just being an asshole and tbh if it was the other way around he would  say forget it and stopped caring about the fact I was mad we don't have communication and ik in my heart things aren't good but I can't let go cause he was my first (we had sex) and we've been together for a year and 8 months but nobody wants a ass hole boyfriend maybe I do need to suck it up and move on 😕 I tired so many things so try to help us and he it just seems like he doesn't care but in person he acts like he care and he all over me and stuff but idk