Will I be in 10 years ?

Idk sometimes I feel sad and thinking will I be in 10 years will I life the perfect life I dream about ? Married to the love of my life 👫 and having kids and be happy 😌😋💜 and sometime I wish I can see my future but I know I can't no one can't tell what's gunna happen in the future ! But I'm gunna be thanful who I end up married with ❤️😭 I'm gunna cry