I personally don't believe in self-diagnosis on myself since I don't want my mind tricking me into thinking I actually have what I don't... I'm just wondering if there's any way I could have depression? I don't know if I do or not, since I live in such a nice house and have amazing family, friends, and boyfriend so I feel like I shouldn't be depressed because of those things. I have just been suicidal lately and have recently attempted it, and some days I'm just neutral-sad as if all I wanted to do was cry and do nothing and just feel ashamed of myself and I just want to end it all.