I'm laying in bed crying my eyes out but I have no idea why. My fiancé doesn't get off work until 1:30 in the morning but now he wants to go over to his friends house and it makes me feel like I'm dying inside. My heart literally hurts, it feels like it's breaking but there really isn't any reason I should be so upset. I do this everytime he goes to work (10 hour shifts everyday) but when he wants to hangout with his friends afterwards I just get this horrible feeling in my heart and I cry nonstop until he comes home I can't eat, I can't sleep. All I do is cry and then I'll start putting scenarios together that will end with him getting hurt or something happens to him that's not good and I feel like I'm going insane... But then once he does get home from work I'm perfectly fine. I can eat and sleep without a worry and its like nothing ever happened. Why do I do this? It's literally everyday. Is there something wrong with me?