Am I okay..?

Elizabeth
I gre up feeling like the ugliest thing ever. People would constantly walk around say how far and ugly I was... And if believe if. I'm trying so hard to get over it but it's almost like its carved into my brain that I should believe that I'm ugly. And sometimes I have to tell myself you're ugly that's why nobody talks to you. I know that's wrong but it's just making me feel so down. So what do you say, am I decent?