Hey guys… This feels really dumb to say but I just don't want to live anymore. I don't think I could ever commit suicide but I wish I could just die. I've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety… I just want to be happy. When I was younger I was bullied for 5 years and that severely messed me up. I don't really trust anyone and I always feel like I'm useless. I'm really smart but I have ADD and I suck at doing school work. I feel like there's no point in living if I'm miserable. I'm not sure what to do. I'm not here for attention, but please if you have anything to say that might help me… please. Reading this over it sounds really dumb but I guess I'll post anyways.