I hate my infertility!!!!!!!

So today I had a HSG appointment but as I'm on my way to the doctor, they call to tell me.. the xray broke so they woundnt be able to do my hsg and I'm going to have to wait ANOTHER cycle!! That's another 33 days that's another hoping for a bfp that's another month of disappointments!!!!!!! I'm only 23 year old and i have had a miscarriage, a etopic pregnancy & one health birth & I have pcos!!!!! I never thought it would ne this hard to have a baby with my husband !!!!! 3 years of trying and i can't take it anymore!!!!! I'm so pissed off at my body!!!!!

*SORRY I NEEDED TO VENT*