Venting

Okay I'm about to vent. So I dated my ex for 6 years off and on. We have a beautiful daughter together. Me and him were two peas in a pod. But he was an alcoholic. And when he would drink he was physically abusive. And would go to jail many times and I would leave him and he would say oh I'll do better blah blah blah and I would fall for it. Fell for it like 5 times. Until finally I said I can't do this anymore. When he was sober we were perfect. But when he wasn't it was bad. Very bad. And I couldn't let my daughter grow up around that so I left him. And now he is back in jail. Well I am with a new man now. Have been with him for a year and we are expecting. Last night my ex called me. And I talked to him and he was saying how good he's doing (he's been in jail for 9 months) so I just said that's great. I will always have love for him but I'm not in love with him anymore. Anyways he seemed so happy. And that was great to hear. He was saying things like you never know what the future holds and I just didn't say anything. Then he asked me if anything is new. I said yes. He said what and I stayed quiet scared to tell him. He says your pregnant aren't you. I said yes I am. He said I hope your baby dies. So I hung up because that hurt and that's sick to wish that. He called back. I said why would you say that he said you just took the knife jabbed it in deeper and twisted it. Meaning the knife was already in there because I was with another man. And then he said don't ever talk to me again. I think its completely messed up he said I hope your baby dies. But I really did just jab that knife farther in him. Because he was saying things like I still dream about you and I talk about you in here and then boom. Ughhhhh