!! ANXIETY I HOPE I AM NOT TOO NEEDY BUT PLEASE GIVE ME REASSURANCE

hey so i had sex with my bf today, it was really lovely. he pulled out and came closer than he ever has, it was on my tummy and on my leg, i guess i'm just anxious. someone help me calm down please by telling me i'll be okay. i hope i'm not too needy, even though i know i am, i have really really bad anxiety about things like this. so if you could please help calm me down i would really appreciate it. thank you. also i am on the nuva ring and i really make sure i do everything right. i wake up on time and make sure its in every time at the exact time.. thank you.