BFN life is for me.

My AF is due Tuesday the 23rd. And I took a digital today expecting it to be positive and it was negative. I still have a tiny tiny bit of hope bit I've got some back pain and sore chest. So I'm pretty sure I'm out. And I think I'm out for good. I can't keep doing this. It's so much of a let down. I think it's time to get a cat.