Why do i feel so consumed by life?

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I don't know whats wrong with me lately. Ive been so upset and sad. Like legit crying once a day almost everyday. And everyone irritates me espacially family. My mood has been changing but now its crazy im just sad and angry all the time 😞. I feel like my boyfriend is the only one who can change that but I don't feel him trying to do anything. He has his own issues and i just dont know anymore. I feel like i dont want to be here.. I just dont know