I just need to vent.

Long story short, my ex made me get an abortion. Forcefully made me. I was young at the time and now I see that it was completely my choice but I'm my mind, it was forced . Now , he has a new child with someone else. He didnt make her abort. Now they are a happy family . I haven't been able to get pregnant since, and I've been trying for 3 years. I feel like I'm being punished . So unhappy.