So broken heart

So I lost my baby yesterday I went back to hospital around 7pm they check me dr said my cervix was closed and when they did vaginal aultrasound they told me baby dint have a heartbeat omg worst thing ever happened to me they just told me my baby die so I got discharged and send home with no pain medication or nothing I'm in so much pain 😭😭 me and my husband are so sad we both cried like crazy I really wanted this baby I tried for so many yrs and when finally got my miracle this happen but God does it for a reason but he sure hurt me a lot I don't khoe how to deal with it 😭😭😭 I just wish God would of let me keep it 😭😭😡😡 I was only 8 weeks but baby measures 6 weeks