Scared & confused ( have alot of thinking to do )

Hello every one ! I have a problem . i love children an i want a child. But right now is not a good time to have one an also ive been thinking alot about this i have to talk to my bf . but im thinking about adoption. I cant finacially take care of a child right now an i really need help trying to process this im 19 wks an 1day pregnant. My bf is deff not ready to have a child an same as for me. At least if were finacially stable. Idk what to do . please some one help me im scared and confused about this an dont know how to put my mind at ease for this