Need to vent

Sorry ladies I just need to vent to someone...

I have been seeing this guy for about 8 months, he told me a head of time he does not want kids (I have a 4 year old he gets along with her but absolutely doesn't want his own) well I'm on BC haven't missed a dose or been late...I managed to get pregnant and freaked out because of the situation so I kind of distance myself because I didn't know what to do or how to tell him...I still tried talking everyday to him and he just thought I was busy (it's been a crazy month) I ended up losing the baby and even though he didn't want a baby it still tore me up, that was my baby so I kind of went into depression and was having a hard time especially since he gradually stopped talking every day was less and less ...so I never told him and today he basically broke up with me. I'm an emotional wreck I really liked him and I was going to tell him what was going on but he just stopped caring, didn't want to see me or want to talk I can't blame him I became so distant😢😢😢

I'm sorry for it being so long but I haven't told anyone that I was preg and lost it and I just needed to let it out

Other part is I don't think I'm done with kids, after all this it made me realize I'm to young to say I'm done...and he absolutely won't have one