I feel like I can't talk to anyone about how I'm feeling. I physically/ emotionally can't work anymore. I'm a dispatcher and it's just too stressful right now. I have asked for another spot in the sheriffs office but currently there are no other openings. I can't leave the sheriffs office because then I wouldn't have any insurance. I feel like I'm stuck in a rock and a hard place right now. On top of that, my mother in law hates me and doesn't want anything to do with me. So that puts my husband in the middle and I don't want that for him. I don't know what to do anymore. *please no rude coments*